The days rush by
With the jibber jabber of words said
And the hurly burly of things to be done
And the helter skelter of events
("Events, dear boy, events" was what he said)
The days anoint our lives
And mark the passing of Time
And the passing of friends
In the pursing of Time remaining
The dwindling of our days
Our lives, with each day erased
The passing of dazed souls
Meeting their final end
I try to catch the days
As they rush by:
The futility irks me
Even as Death lurks, erasing the days
And I try to catch the rays
Of sunlight as they fall at my feet
Each day, until the day
When Death will come to greet.
#551 Tentang Pemergian Seorang Sahabat
Malam ini aku dikejutkan
Dengan berita pemergianmu, sahabat
Terlalu lama kita tidak bersua
Dan kerinduan itu kini takkan terubat
Kau telah pergi meninggalkan kami
Malam ini aku mengenangkan
Satu demi satu ingatan padamu, sahabat
Terlalu lama aku bertangguh untuk berjumpa
Kini saatnya sudah terlewat
Kau telah pergi ke alam abadi
Damailah di sana, sahabat
Kita bakal ketemu nanti.
(buat sahabatku Abas, moga Allah merahmati)
#550 Tentang Kecewa Yang Enggan Terpadam
Jiwa terpatah
Mungkir amanah
Nanah menular
Marah mengakar
Porak peranda
Merana jiwa
Hayat terkandas
Berang terlafaz
Kasih tercalar
Hati terbakar
Pendam kecewa
Terluka hampa.
#549 On Getting Here
How did I get here?
Those days were dark and heavy.
I know I’ve earned this.
#547 On Your Own Time
You think of Time
As the continuum of your own reality
The ebb and flow of history
As it weaves around the fabric of your Life
But this Time
Your Time
- is but one Time amongst many
Just another wave
Amongst each successive wave
Beating against the beach of Existence
And you think of Time
As the ticking of your own clock
The coming and going of your days
The sunrises and sunsets of your Life
But this Time
Your Time
- is but one Time amongst many
And when your time is done
Time will still be here
Like the waves of an endless ocean
Beating against the shores of Being
At the sunset of God's great Creation.
(inspired by Kat Rahmat and Michel Serres)
#543 Tentang Kesabaran Yang Telah Lebur
Kumat kamit merungut marah
Satu alam menanggung berang
Sabar hati terlebur sudah
Mohon tuan berambus pulang!
#542 On Reclaiming My Life
I refuse to play
This stupid game with you; I'm
Claiming back my Life.
#541 Tentang Umpanan Berahi
Segala lurah dan sembul
Megah kau paculkan
Senyum nakal mengumpan
Mengundang ombak geru
Sejuta mata bernafsu.
#540 Tentang Lurah Kegerunan
Dalam lurah kegerunan itu
Tersembunyi seribu satu tancapan
Luka lama yang cuba kau sembunyikan
Nanahnya masih jitu.
#539 Tentang Penangan Karma
Yang aku ada
Cuma hunusan kata
Untuk melumat kenangan
Setiap satu penangan
Yang aku baca
Barisan kamit doa
Agar kau mendapat pengakhiran
Karma balasan Tuhan.