Gedegang! itu
bunyi pintu yang radang -
gema Amarah!
Tentang Akad Berahi
Kau semak wajah mulus itu Buat kesekian kalinya Pada dinding cermin Yang membingkaikan gemilang parasmu Yang melontarkan gema ranum Ke setiap sudut kamar gelap itu. Dan gemilang wajah itulah Yang kau umpankan Pada setiap mata liar Yang khusyuk menjilatjalar Pada setiap sudut wajah itu Pada setiap inci sosok itu Panas darah mengomboh debar Hangat syahwat meruntuh sabar Dan lewat malam nanti Kau semak wajah mulus itu lagi Merah gincu tercalit mereng Rambut kusut terbingkai asing Sudut kamar menjadi saksi Gelap lazat akad berahi.
Tentang Pencarian di Sebalik Baris-Baris Excel
Aku mencarimu, Tuhanku
Di antara baris-baris aksara ini
Yang menggumpalkan merah hitam nikmatMu
Yang menghitungkan segala ciptaanMu
Selembar demi selembar
Aku menzikirkan semua kurniaan ini
Setiap selirat sungaian rahmat
Setiap tandan buahan lazat
Deru luruhnya menggunung ranum
Manis nikmat menguntum senyum
Nah, ternyatalah
Setiap baris dan lajur
Yang terbentang luas ini
Tiada tercukup untuk mengira setiap rezeki
Tiada terangkum acap syukur kami.
Tentang Mimpi Api
Kau turuni lembah itu
Mata marak menyimbah segala
Setiap gerakmu menggetarkan alam
Yang melutut gentar dikakimu
Dengan sekilas pantas kau hunuskan pedang api itu
Kilau amarahnya membakar angin lalu
Memanggang setiap mata
Menyinggung setiap jiwa
Merahpadam itu enggan redam
Marahmu itu tak mungkin diam.
Tentang Dua Ratus Hari
Dua ratus hari
Luruh bak dedaunan tua
Yang jatuh rebah di kaki usia
Satu demi satu
Dua ratus hari
Pantasnya bergulir lalu
Sekilas bayang dan terus menghilang
Dan matamu melirik resah
Menyanyikan sekurun gundah.
Tentang Kekusutan
Fikiran kusut, berselirat, merewang. Jiwa tak khusyuk.
Tentang Hakikat Azali
Apa yang sedang kau cari?
Sekaut harta, nikmat duniawi?
Semuanya itu fatamorgana
Halusinasi dunia sementara
Pulanglah ke jalan asalmu
Hakikat azali masih menunggu!
Tentang Merdu Rembulan
Terangnya bulan
Tinggi atas kayangan
Merdu cemerlang.
On the Shittiest Boss in Kuala Lumpur
I was in my favourite bookshop in Kuala Lumpur yesterday, sitting in my usual spot at the staircase and browsing for books. (I eventually got myself a copy of Boccaccio’s Decameron, thanks for asking hehe.) As I was browsing, I spied at the corner of my eye, someone who used to be the boss of a friend of mine. My friend had related his travails of working for this man – the shenanigans, the tantrums, the late salary payments. I pretended not to see him, which was not that difficult, since I didn’t really know this man – only that he was a terrible boss.
Not long after, I got up and made my way to the cash register, paid for my book, and walked upstairs to the cafe where my wife was sitting, drinking water while going through her own reading.
I saw down and immediately said, “Hey, guess who I saw!”
“Who??” Kat looked at me quizzically.
“I just saw the shittiest boss in KL, just browsing for books!”
“Wow! So **** is here looking for books??” Kat asked, her brows furrowed.
“Err, nope. Not him. Guess lah. I’ll give you another guess!” I said, enjoying this little game.
“Hmm. Ah, I know! You saw ****!!” Kat made her declaration with gusto, utterly convinced that she was right this time around.
I frowned for a while and said, “Wow! Hmm you are right, that person really is a shitty boss!! Wah this is rather stiff competition! You might be right, she might be the shittiest boss in all of Kuala Lumpur! But no, it wasn’t her that I saw.” I shook my head in denial, even as I was marveling over the fact that it really was stiff competition.
“Oh, I don’t know! Who is it???” By this time, Kat’s curiosity was really piqued. She needed to know.
“Haha it’s **** lah! Remember??” It was Kat, after all, who was regaling me with stories of this man’s horrific treatment of our friend.
Kat laughed out loud and said, “Oh yes, haha yes he really is a terrible boss! But you must admit though, **** really is a terrible boss herself! In fact, I think the margin is pretty thin between the two!”
I laughed along, nodding my head in agreement with my wife. I suppose there are quite a number of shitty bosses out there!
Tentang Kelelahan
Jiwaku lelah mengira masa - senja merangkak sepi.