#659 Tentang Cita Kefiraunan

Redamkanlah cita kefiraunan itu

Insafkanlah
Bahwa kau juga hanya insan biasa

Harus bangun pagi dan tidur
Harus akur pada segala keperluan haiwani
Harus akur pada aturan hidup dan mati

Insafkanlah jua
Bahwa semua citra dan paparan kuasa
Akan gagal jua akhirnya

Segala kantor dan pegawainya
Segala kereta mewah dan supirnya
Segala permaidani merah dan bunga manggarnya
Segala lautan manusia dan gemuruhnya

Harus padam dan lenyap
Bakal hilang dan tersenyap

Padamkanlah nafsu kefiraunan itu
Cukuplah bertahunan menunggang kuasa
Izrail menunggu dengan sabitnya.

#658 On Magnificence

"To be in the world,
But not to seek magnificence in the world,"
He reminded us;
But how many of us
Will walk out of this lecture hall
And disperse into our daily, mundane lives
Still unthinkingly striving
And hustling
For our own meagre idea of magnificence?

#655 On Another New Year (2025)

Another new year
Another grey hair
Another day gone
Another night glares
This merciless march
This endless parade
This pitiless race
A cruel charade
Another heart breaks
Another tear falls
Another soul burns
Another day calls.

#654 On A Different Way To Live

What if I told you 
There is a different way to live:

No LinkedIn posts
No late night emails
No podcast hustles
No online surveils

Just wake up in the morning and
Smell the roses, watch the sky
Walk the beach, and feel the sand
Sift beneath your feet and sigh
In gratitude for this one life

Go on: you now hold the knife.

#624 On Being Your Jiminy Cricket

Am I your Jiminy Cricket
The voice of your frail, dimmed conscience?
The one you turn to
When you need the strength
To be the person
You’ve always known you ought to be?

Or am I just another member of
Your sprawling audience?
An unwitting witness to your witless schemes
The unremitting pursuit of
Your faded dreams?

#623 On Walking Away From The Maimed

Just watch me walking away
Riding off into my own private sunset
Alone, but unhurt

I sought my own refuge
From your games
And here I am
Intact and ungrateful
- or so you would say

I refuse to be one of the maimed
And those who have remained
They will bear their own scars, in time

Goodbye.
I have no more tears left to cry.