Pemergianmu
Kami kenangi, dan tak
Mungkin terganti.
(demi mengenang arwah Abang Jamal)
#553 On The Rushing Days
The days rush by
With the jibber jabber of words said
And the hurly burly of things to be done
And the helter skelter of events
("Events, dear boy, events" was what he said)
The days anoint our lives
And mark the passing of Time
And the passing of friends
In the pursing of Time remaining
The dwindling of our days
Our lives, with each day erased
The passing of dazed souls
Meeting their final end
I try to catch the days
As they rush by:
The futility irks me
Even as Death lurks, erasing the days
And I try to catch the rays
Of sunlight as they fall at my feet
Each day, until the day
When Death will come to greet.
#546 On Distracting Ourselves from Thoughts of the Scythe of Death
We talk of medicines and supplements
Procedures and cures
Pontificate on surgical practices
Speculate on therapeutic panaceas
In the vain hope
That speaking of technology and treatments
Can help to stave off
The scythe of Death.
#491 On the Burial Mound of Qin Shihuangdi
Terracotta guards
Keeping watch over these tombs:
A futile denial.
#443 On Remembering The Passing of Friends and Mentors (In Memoriam for En. Ahmad Said)
Life begins and ends
And we who are left behind
Weep at the passing.
#403 On Your Main Character Syndrome
You fancy yourself
A hero - anything to
Dull the fear of Death.
Tentang Hayat Yang Bakal Ditiup Angin Lalu
Apa erti barisan pantun
Hanya debu di angin lalu
Dalam jalur masa berkurun
Jumlah hayat seolah abu.
On Becker’s Creatureliness
This creatureliness
Is the crux of my being;
I live, and I die.
On Burying a Father
He buried his father today, hot tears
Streaking down his cheeks as the smoky haze
Of incense and burnt flowers bathed him and
His fam’ly with aching, foreign sadness.
His father is gone, and he can’t fathom
Why his heart feels muted, mutilated.
Tentang Hakikat Azali
Apa yang sedang kau cari?
Sekaut harta, nikmat duniawi?
Semuanya itu fatamorgana
Halusinasi dunia sementara
Pulanglah ke jalan asalmu
Hakikat azali masih menunggu!